i'm not the only one

I'm here

2010-10-05T02:38:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone. Sorry kung ngayon lang ako nakapag update.

How are you????????????????

wondering

2009-09-12T12:03:00.003-07:00

I’m just wondering. .
Why those bloggers are posting there blogs about there love life? Requirements ba? But anyway, I don’t care of it!
hmmm. . Bakit kapag may crush ka kaylangan kiligin, i mean may nakikilig kasing di maitago yung tipong bulgar, nakakahiya. Wala lang “wondering nga ehh.” walang pupukol, araw ko `to. hahahaha.
I will start this blog, about “Why other people are talking inside the church and why some of them are attend to a mass, just look for there crushes or a handsome/pretty? ?”
Super ayoko sa mga taong ganon, binabastos si God, parang binastos na rin nila ang sarili nila and also there parents. Wala na nga ba talaga ang tinatwag na “MANNERS”? ? Well, ano nga ba pakealam ko sakanila. [wondering. hahahaha] baliw ako! hahahaha….
I hope someday, will come the right time to realize there mistakes. God always there to look and guide them, and he knows all.
Next topic “pano ko makukuha ang credential ko?”
Hahahaha. Actually, I already finished my Request Letter for giving me a permission but I don’t know what the first I can do. damn it! bahala na bukas, pag di ako pinayagan. .
Final na sa Thursday with my friend.
Goodluck sakin.

wanna be with them?

2009-09-12T12:03:00.001-07:00

Why some persons are trying to destroy what you are?
Let say its just they’re insecure. But i know that its not
only the reason.
If you hate someone because your friend hate’s her,
and your friend tells about why. .
it doesn’t mean you need to trust what she says because
she’s your friend or a best friend.
you must know the side of others why they doing that
to your friend. . not accusing them at once.
Some friends are really hate your other friend because
“hindi ka lang niya trip.” but why they need to sympathize
with? ? ?
Bakit kaylangan p?
kung pakikisama ang pinag uusapan, nandun na yun pero
hindi lagi na i approved ang mga sinasabi, di ba?
I’m telling it to you cause i already encountered this
kind of situation.

need to think very carefully

2009-09-12T12:02:00.001-07:00

wew! ngayon lang ulit nakapag post ng blog, sinipag lang!
ano kaya ikekwento ko.. hmmmm…
happy lang ako lagi ehh, pero may times na napapa-isip sa mga kagagahang mga nagawako, super sama ko talaga.. but now, bait bait na ako ^_^. Ayoko na maulit mga nangyari dati, enough na yun! ayoko na siya ulit masaktan, na realized ko na sa tagal na rin namin at super trust na sa isa’t isa, ako lang di matino samin. Di ko man lang inisip na suklian mga good things na shinishare niya sakin. I’m Really Sorry talaga.
ano pa ba… hmmm…
kahit happy ako ngayon, sa luob.. andito yung pag sisisi ko. Di man lang ako nakinig sa parents ko nung sila nag dedecide for my future, so.. they allow me to decide for myself and to my path but I failed.. mas best pala pag sila yung nag desisyon sayo talaga. Now, di ko pa alam kung kailangan ko na sumunod sakanila, may ayaw kasi ako sa desisyon nila but as of now, isipin ko muna mabuti ang mga bagay bago ko i-hold, Last Chance na `to! di ako gigive-up for my future. Kahit ano pa ang meron, go lang! tsaga dapat! kaya ko `to! sabi nga ni Maestro..”parang gitara lang yan”
“Help me God to choose the best for me.”

Photography

2009-09-12T12:01:00.001-07:00

naku! tine tine… ano ba talaga balak mo sa buhay?? hahaha!! ang gulo! ano bang meron sa Photography at bakit di mo pa rin alisin sa mga pangarap mo?? o sadyang yun talaga nararapat para sayo??
you must think very carefully lalo na pag dating sa mga pangarap… hahaha! baliw na si ako.. pinag sasabihan ko sarili ko! kasi naman, pag di man lang pumasok sa kokote ko mga dapat kong gawin at nalilihis lagi… kailangan na talaga mag disisyon ‘gat maaga.. pero sa ngayon, wala pang Month of October.. happy happy muna kahit walang pera! hahahaha…
“TINE’S COMPUTER SHOP” SOON TO OPEN.. (hahahahaha.. excited!)

Found it!

2009-08-06T23:26:00.000-07:00

When I'm listened to the radio while doing finished the dishes,
I hear a song of a band... I noticed.. that was my favorite song.
For a long long time... I can't expected that I finally here that song but I don't know what
its title, so I quickly turn on the computer to search it. . Then I'm so glad that I found it!

One of Us by Joan Osborne.. although its LUMA, i don't care of it!
Can't explain my feelings when I found it.
Hope there's somebody to sing this song.

Lyrics to One Of Us :
[oh...
one of these nights at about twelve o'clock
this whole earth's gonna reel and rock...
things thay'll tremble and cry for pain
for the Lord's gonna come in his heavenly airplane.]

If God had a name, what would it be
And would you call it to His face
If you were faced with Him in all His glory
What would you ask if you had just one question

Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home

If God had a face, what would it look like
And would you want to see
If seeing meant that you would have to believe
In things like Heaven and in Jesus and the Saints
And all the Prophets and...

Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home

Tryin' to make His way home
Back up to Heaven all alone
Nobody callin' on the phone
'Cept for the Pope maybe in Rome

Yeah, yeah, God is great
Yeah, yeah, God is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

What if God was one of us
Just a slob like one of us
Just a stranger on the bus
Trying to make His way home

Just tryin' to make his way home
Like a holy rolling stone
Back up to Heaven all alone
Just tryin' to make his way home
Nobody callin' on the phone
'Kept for the Pope maybe in Rome.

If you want to listen this song, just search it!
Promise.. you knew it!

What a life!

2009-08-06T01:55:00.000-07:00

this is the time...
the time that I need to realize what i did.
I'm regretting to what happened to me.
I'm so stupid to choosing the wrong path for my future.
Now, I need to think very carefully and to be sure to my decision.
Life is not a joke that I always playing with.

MOVE ON.
NEW LIFE.

but no now and not today. . .
SOON!

I'm HERE! ! ! ! ^__^

2009-07-23T17:18:00.000-07:00

I'm glad, I'm here!
Sorry for not updating my blog site for the long long time.
I've been busy when the class started!
Honestly, I'm not happy in my college life this semester.
Feeling alone, but I have my friends that can talk with.
So hard to be irregular student, i have 4 hours break time. I'm just staying at school until that time. I know its so boring but I enjoy it! XD

today is our acquaintance party, and i cant go.
I want to visit my friends this day but no one them are available.
So, i have no choice.. Later, I meet my boyfriend to watch harry potter.
Haaaissst! boring. . but its okay! :D

i want to tell of you, what happened to me for the past past past past past few days.
all of that but its so long.. maybe next time.

so, till here.

i miss my friends here. mwuah!

explain.

2009-07-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

sorry for not upadating my blogspot.
i've been busy today, maybe after this semester,
i'll try to update my site.

TAG... TAGGED... xp

2009-06-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

i got a tag from madam na Bhamba (i call her madam cause I'm her boss! hahaha) THANK YOU MADAM!

1. Where is your cell phone? at front of me.
2. Your significant other? hmmm? ?.
3. Your hair? black.
4. Your mother? at the church.
5. Your father? working.
6. Your favorite thing? computer.
7. Your dream last night? can't remember.
8. Your favorite drink? coffee
9. Your dream/goal? to be a successful.
10. What room you are in? living room.
11. Your hobby? go out with my friends and eating :D.
12. Your fear? to be alone.
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? manage the famous hotel someday.
14. Where were you last night? house.
15. Something that you aren’t? hmmm? ?.
16. Muffins? delicious! XD.
17. Wish list item? new cherry bag.
18. Where you grew up? makati city.
19. Last thing you did? jammed with my band.
20. What are you wearing? t-shirt, short and jacket.
21. Your TV? at the living room. why?
22. Your pets? gallard [dog].
23. Friends? luz, lara and etc.
24. Your life? fine.
23. Your mood? not so good and not so bad.
26. Missing someone? super.
27. Your car? i hope i have it.
28. Something you’re not wearing? my pants.
29. Your favorite store? so many.
30. Your favorite color? black, white and .
31. When is the last time you laughed? while ago at my friends house.
32. Last time you cried? last monday.
33. Favorite Thing? cellphone.
34. One place that I go to over and over? our house.
35. One person who emails me regularly? secret.
36. My favorite place to go eat? KFC.
37. One place you would like to go right now? quezon city.
38. One person you think will respond? hmmm? ? ?.

now, Im tagging Kristina and Jinky

Rule: just copy-paste the questions and answer them. tag two people afterwards.

T_T

2009-06-03T16:40:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaaah! Ngayon lang ako nakapag update nitong blog ko. I've been busy this past few day cause of my bandmates. We have our battle of the band on June 12 2009 [not sure] and June 18 2009. Then, i helping my two best friends to learn how to use the bass guitar and lead guitar cause they want to have there own bands. I'm happy for them cause they really appreciate the music and instruments and also what I teaches. Super busy din sa pag asikaso to my new school, so.. i don't have any time to teach my friends.. so, I ask my barkada to teach my two best friends to what they want to and I'm thankful to have them. They never hesitate it!! [girl kasi tuturuan pero pag lalaki ayaw :D].

I went to my school yesterday to fix my subjects, i got back subjects. Hindi na credit kasi wala silang subject same as the school i came from. But its okay for me cause I want to be busy, i want to leave with a sense naman! Hope this week, makapag enroll na ko. Then June 15 2009, ang bait bait naming bata, hindi muna papasok. First and last absent lang naman. XD

I already met the guy that i talked too. Last May 30 2009 at SM fairview, with his friends. I'm so happy that time cause i already met him for a long time. We went to there place, I enjoyed the time that i spent with him. But so complicated na, my boy friend knows what i did and he broke up with me then he came back, super mugto mata ko nun. Hindi ko pala kayang mawala siya. Sana maipaliwanag ko kay guy itong nararamdaman ko na di siya masasaktan.

pasensya na sa magulong post ko ngayon. huhuhuhu

crazy life. crazy love.

2009-05-24T17:32:00.000-07:00

i got crazy life since i born here in this crazy world!!
so hard to have a parents who so strict. I thought, when i got to legal age. .
i can do what i want but I'm wrong. Nothing's happened, they still restricting!
i can't blame them, they just protecting me but i want to give me the time to
be happy and my teenage life! [kahit sandali lang]
so hard to have a parents like them because they're the only one can decide
what's good for me. They not even think that I cant breath easily. I'm so tired!
maybe this is my world and for 18 years, I cant imagined that i passed it.
Para rin naman sakin. go na lang!

i learned how to be love and to be hurt too.
so hard to find someone who can understand you, and who can makes you happy.
I love someone but I'm not sure if he loves me.
i think he's not serious. He always make me disappointed.
i want to give up but its so hard to do, lalo na napamahal na talaga sakin ng totoo.
Hindi ko alam kung naiintindihan niya but i think he cant undrstand me.
hindi niya inisip kung may magawa man siyang hakbang, masasaktan ba ako!
actually, it so easy to tell that you love the person but you cant do any ways.
di ba nga sabi nila... if you love someone, do your best to make her happy and to
notice that you're sincere. mahirap ba gawin yun? :((
i don't know what to do. hope to all my friends here, can help me to release this pain that
i've got!!!!! so hard to accept the fact!!!!
maybe i need to fight this situation! ang hirap kasi maging mahina ang luob, di ko alam hanggang kailan mangyayari `to sa buhay ko. nag papaka tanga ko!!!
i really love him. i hopw he love me too. [real love me] :(

jesus christ! eerr. .

2009-05-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

Been busy this past few days. so kapagod!
last last week [May.15] we went to makati city at my aunties condo to celebrate her birthday and her daughter too. sinabay na din that time our summer reunion kaso di lahat pumunta, pero ok lang kasi solo namin ang tsibog. hahahahaha! we met a guy who's tito paul's brother. he so handsome but i don't care about him. haha! he always looked up us [me and my sister]. Kaso hindi talaga kami nagka kwentuhan since umalis na kami.

nung pauwi na kami, sumukay kami ng taxi to station of MRT.
nung nandun kami, naabutan kami ng rush hour! super dami ng humans! :D
siniksik talaga nila sarili nila sa luob ng train parang bahala na kung masaktan.
tagal ng pag iintay namin for the next arrival [naks!]. tapos nung dumating na, grabe! para kong pulubi. . haha! lalo na't petit ako, feel na feel ko ang pagiging kawawa ko. my sister was protecting me not to hit someone na nag kakasingitan na. finally, nakapasok na din kami but were like sardines inside it. haha! malapit pa ko sa pintuan ng train. bawat station, super dumadami na mga humans na sumasakay, super sikip na. ang ingay pa namin kc tawa ng tawa mga kasama ko. nung medyo mag katabi n kami ng kapatid ko, there's a guy at my back. . grabe!!! [hahahaha. saka ko na alng ii kkwento.]
pag dating sa Quezon Ave. . napaiyak ako. . kasi may naka encounter ako na di kanais nais even my sister. [that time also] sa nangyaring yun parang ayaw ko na sumakay sa train pag puno.
takot na ko.super galit si mama nun. haayss!

But any ways, finally! nag kausap na kami. mabait naman siguro siya.
maya ulit gabi usap daw kami ulit. we miss each other!
I can't wait our group date. hehehe!

happy, just today!

2009-05-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

I'm glad yesterday in the midnight, i checked my contacts at yahoo messanger if he's online na. . pero di pa rin pala. di ako nawalan ng pag asa, i still be patient to wait him and finally. . he onlined!
we fixed our problems, he's been busy this past few days because they have there gig's.
they still have it and i know there so tired but they need to do that for exposing there selves! :D
but its okay, i understand him but i hope later he remember that he need to text me as he said to me last night. I miss him so much. [i talking about the guy who makes me happy every single minute :D]
I decided to meet him on June. 15 2009.
I can't wait that time. :D
I'm with my friends and he bring also his friend.
In short, that's a group date. I never dating to guy that just only me, i need a chaperons. hahaha! SAFETY FIRST!
hope it will be a successful boding for us. :D

Thank you to all my friends here and sorry for not choosing your date picked for me. I appreciate your cooperation. Love you all! mwuah!

this is for now. thank you :D

to all my friends here :)

2009-05-18T18:00:00.000-07:00

Choose a date for me, what will be the perfect. Please?
[just don't ask me why :D]

JUNE 12, 2009 or JUNE 15, 2009? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Thank you to your cooperation my dearest friends :)

i don't know what to do.

2009-05-18T06:26:00.000-07:00

i woke up early morning. this is the day to finish my clearance for transferring but sad to say, may four (4) pang hindi napipirmahan kaya balik na naman bukas with my bestfriend.. Jorlan (thanks so much to him). I hope tomorrow, nandun na mga guro n kaylangan ko.

haaiissst. . I'm thinking of him every sec, every minute and every hour. I'm still confused, i didn't know if he's telling the truth that he love's me. Wala akong napapansin na sincerity sakaniya or any ways para magkausap kami. Maybe I need to give up na, umaasa ako sa wala. I hate myself! I have a boyfriend and he loves me so much.
Madam was right! I need to fovus myself to a person who loving me so much and kilala ko na talaga.
This is not right! I'll give up! haaissst.

Anyways. .I wanna thank you to My Madam (Bhamba) for giving me an award. :D
[Louvyouh madam! hehe. . .]

soo. . i giving this award to Charmoii, Tash, Kristina, and Thesh

thank you.

2009-05-15T16:26:00.000-07:00

i would like to thank you to all my friends here, to drop a comment to my latest post.
Hope you never tired of dropping it.

I will forget that guy and focus my love to my loving boyfriend and Ms. Bhamba
was right! I know better my boyfriend than that guy. I will stop this feeling
to that guy, he always hurting my sensitive heart.
Thank you Madam.

my stupidity been run to my heart through my mind!
at last, my friends are here to saved me! thank you so much!
I'm so confused that time, i realized that its just an infatuation feelings and that's natural.
di na kc kami nagkikita nag boyfriend and i know that was not the way to do that.

bye :D

soo happy this day :)

2009-05-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy this day. Even though I'm sad while ago because of my problem to my boyfriend, there's a guy who's always there to make me happy and honestly he always completing my day.
I wish that he's always by my side, no matter what happen. He's so sweet and nothing to find out too. I know, this is not good to feel like this to a guy na di ko kilala ng lubos and its not good to a girl like me, who have a boyfriend but I'm in love with that guy and I can't hide it! Hope that guy is honest to me. I dont want to hurt him, so i will do my best to make him happy too.

Thank you Mister. :)

Touched si ako!

2009-05-14T03:25:00.000-07:00

i wanna THANK YOU to my dearest Madam [bhamba].
She gave me a cherry graphics and I'm surprised of it.

Babawi ako madam!!! :D puntahan kita sa campus niyo.
reresbakan kita. hahahahahaha! mwuah!

grabe this day.
i went to my school to finished my clearance.
[di ko pa rin natatapos.]
bad day. di ko napa sign sa prof ko coz she's busy.
may demo kc. kaya i need to go back on
Monday. Hopefully, matapos n lahat.

sana tuloy na rin pagkalipat ng besfriend ko para
classmate kami at same shed. sana.

Wanna be with them? hehe.

2009-05-09T18:31:00.000-07:00

Why some persons are trying to destroy what you are?
Let say its just they're insecure. But i know that its not
only the reason.

If you hate someone because your friend hate's her,
and your friend tells about why. .
it doesn't mean you need to trust what she says because
she's your friend or a best friend.
you must know the side of others why they doing that
to your friend. . not accusing them at once.

Some friends are really hate your other friend because
"hindi ka lang niya trip." but why they need to sympathize
with? ? ?
Bakit kaylangan p?
kung pakikisama ang pinag uusapan, nandun na yun pero
hindi lagi na i approve ang mga sinasabi, di ba?

I'm telling it to you cause i already encountered this
kind of situation.

so impatient!

2009-05-07T22:00:00.001-07:00

so tried this day!!!
nag papirma ako sa mga professors ko for my transferring.
But more of them was not there.
what will i do? kasi some of them sa pasukan pa talaga
papasok.. huhuhuhuhu.
pwede bang sa pasukan na din?

You're Always in Our Hearts!

2009-05-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my Auntie informed us that our Lolo Locao was died.
It caused by more complications and high blood. :(
I looked up my mom and i saw a tears falling in her cheeks.
I'm so sad when looking at her crying.
She said to me that Lolo Locao was the one who helped them when
my Lolo Antero died since they're young.
I understand her. I comforting her until she slept.

I already met Lolo Locao when we had get together in there house
at Paranaque and its Christmas Season.
*Side of my mom.(Chinese Blood. In Chinese, Locao means Helper, Brave and Patient.)

Tomorrow, after lunch..
we will visit in Arlington Memorial Chapels, Araneta Ave. Quezon City.
But my Auntie said, at the same time..
we need to pass by to our Grandmothers house.

100 Things About Me :)

2009-05-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

01. Name: Joanna Christine Arnaiz Gajardo.

02. Nicknames: Joanna, Joan, Anna, Christine, Chris, Tine.
03. Status: Single.
04. Age: 18 years old.
05. Male or female: Female.
06. Grade school: Sto. Nino Children Educational Center, Montessori.
07. High school: First City Providential College formerly Francisco Homes College.
08. College: S. T. I College.
09. Residence: Francisco Homes Subdv., City of San Jose Del Monte Bulacan.
010. Color of Hair: Black.
011. Long or short hair: Short Hair.
012. Smoke: NO. even the smell.
013. Drink: Occasionally.
014. Available: After I cleaned my room. :)
015. Health freak: Yes.
016. Height: 5'1.
017. Crush: Patrick.
018. Do you like yourself: It depends.
019. Piercings: Ears.
020. Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Handed.
021. Tattoos: None.
022. First surgery: At my Stomach. :)
023. First piercing: Ears.
024. First bestfriend/s: Cherry Mae D. Esios.
025. First award: Best in Science nung Kinder. :)
026. First failure: Business Math. [Dinaya ako! Swear!]
027. First pet: Yowkang. [Chinese Dog]
028. First vacation: Antique.
029. First date: I Can't Remember eh.
030. First crush: Kristian O. Andrada. :)
031. Favorite color/s: Pink, Black, White, and Scarlett.
032. Favorite flower: Rose.
033. Favorite place: Makati City.
034. Favorite event: Reunion.
035. Favorite accessory: Watch and Earings.
036. Most influential person: God. :)
037. Most lovable person: My Parents.
038. Most hateful person: Secret. [Girl]
039. Favorite toy: My Stuff Toys. :)
040. Favorite Bag: Bag Pack.

HAVE YOU EVER TIRED. .
041. To dance modern dance: Yes.
042. To be in competition: Yes.
043. Cooking: Yes.
044. Shouting out loud: It Depends to my mood.
045. Slapping a guy's face: Yes. [Forgive and Forget]
046. Dancing in the rain: Yes. When I'm Young.
047. Crying so hard: Yes.
049. I'M Eating: Peanut.
050. I'M Drinking: Water.
051. I'M at: Our Living Room.
052. I'm about to: Thinking HIM. :)
053. Listening to: Thinking Of You by Katy Perry.
054. Food: Kahit Ano, Basta trip ng tongue ko. :))
55. Drink/s: Water, Juice, Coffee and Hot Chocolate every morning. [Love it!]
056. Color/s: Pink, Black, White and Scarlett.
057. Number/s: 16 and 29.

YOUR FUTURE
058. Want kids: Someday. :) In a Right Time and Place. :))
059. Want to get married: Of Course.
060. Careers in mind: To be a successful Manager in popular Hotel or
To be a successful Chef Cook like my Dad. :)

WHICH IS BETTER?
061. Bad boy/girl or Shy type: Tama lang. Sakto lang. :)
062. Back pack or shoulder bag: Before I using shoulder bags but this season, i choose...
BACK PACK! :)
063. Fingers or Hair: Hair.
064. Television or computer: Computer.
065. Walkman or Cellphone: Cellphone.
066. Easy-go-lucky or Adventurous: Adventurous.
067. Hot or Cold: Cold.
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
069. Hugs or kisses: Both.
070. Shorter or taller: Taller.
071. Flowers or chocolate: Chocolate.
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: I Don't Care About That.
074. Sensitive or loud: Both.
075. IN A relationship: Yes.
076. Single or in a Relationship: In a Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.
078. Kissed a stranger: NEVER.
079. Dead or tired: Tired.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Contacts.
081. Ran away from home: No.
082. Liked someone younger: Yes. :)
083. Older: Yes. :)
084. Broken someones heart: I Don't Know.
085. Been arrested by a cop?: No.
086. Turned someone down: Yes.
087. Cried when someone died: Of Course.
088. Liked a friend: No.

BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: Slight. :))
090. Miracles: Yes.
091. Love at first sight: Yes.
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa Claus: Haha. Before! But when i saw my mom, putting a candies to our sacks at the
christmas tree.. I never Believe in/about Santa Clause. Sorry :(
094. Action speaks louder than words: Yes.
095. The more you hate, the more you love: No.
096. Angels: Yes.
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now: Yes. My Dad. :(
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: No.
099. Do You Believe In God?: Yes.
100. Repost this. IF YOU WANT BUT YOU NEDD TO DROP A COMMENT FIRST! :)

so tired!

2009-04-29T19:36:00.000-07:00

my god! 2 hours lang tulog ko.
sana ok na `tong layout na pinili ko.:(

can you teach me? :'(

2009-04-28T18:48:00.000-07:00

can you teach me how to speak in english
fluently? ?

super thank you.

2009-04-28T16:21:00.000-07:00

i just wanna thanks to ate bhamba and
scarletter for dropping to my tagboard.
hehehe.

goodluck to both you and always takecare.

finally! wwieep!

2009-04-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

im finally done to my blogskin or to my blog themes.
THANK YOU SO MUCH to Ate Bhamba for helping me.:)

You can Drop your Message in my tagboard, so that i know
that you visit my site and also if you want
Link Exhange, just ask me here in my tagboard or message
me. You can found it to "you can turn back" section :)

THANK'S A LOT!

kakainis!

2009-04-24T17:10:00.000-07:00

pumunta sila Sam & Joyce d2 samin kahapun (friends namin na nag aaral sa Hillsdale).
food tripping lang ginawa namin tpos uber kwen2han. gabi na cla umuwi at galit na galit na ang mommy ni Sam kc ang paalam lang pala niya sa mom niya, until 5:00 PM. kasabay na nila c patrick (my boyfriend) na umuwi. ang cute ng bf ko that time. hehehe! tpos tumawag ako kay bestfriend ko. Grabe! im so disappointed, kc hinihikayat niya ko mag iglesia. ang panget niya maghikayat, 'pag nag iglesia ka o iglesia ka na, liligawan na kita.' fuck! what doesnt mean?! ang kapal ng muka niya. ma feeling siya! eventhough im in love with him, pwede niya na ko hikayatin tsaka usapan namin na walang magiging involve na religion at siya na din ang nag sabi nun sakin. kagulat gulat tlaga un! sinabi ko sknia na, ito n kinalakihan ko at parehas lang kami ng sinasamba tpos pumukol pa siya, bakit daw ang sinasamba ng catholic are the saints (santo). sabi ko, 'its only an image tsaka ayaw namin mag mukng tanga pag nagdasal. hahaha! pero nagdadasal din kami without it, the important. . god is in your heart.' wala na lang siya imik. tpos sinabi ko kay patrick about it. ang galing ng papa bf ko mag explain. galing din ni mama. naalala ko nga sabi ni papa, 'WALANG MANANALO PAG RELIGION ANG PINAG DEBATIHAN.' tma c papa. at sabi ni pat, hayaan ko na lang. ang catholic never nag hikayat dahil alam nila na iba iba ang paniniwala natin at importante ung faith kay god. ang pag hikayat pa lang ay parang ka demonyohan na dahil masama yun. old testament kc ung sknila tos marmi ang binago. hayaan na lang ang mismo ang tao mag dicide what they want to choose. sabi nila di daw nila sinicraan pero di nila inicp kung ano na sinasabi nila :( sana someday maintindihan nila ung side ng catholic. nakakatuwa nga, wala sinasabi sknila ang cathloic against them. haaaiizzzzzt!

back to the situation.
aun, tinxt ko siya na nakaka dizappoint siya.
tapos mga kinagabihan, ang kapal ng muka.
loadan ko daw siya ng 30php, anu akala niya skin. loading station.
akala niya kc parehas ako ng mga babae niya na kaya niyang utuin!
bata bata pa lang ang damig alam sa buhay!
tpos nag papapasa ng 2php na lang daw. grabe!
nakakaasar! di ako makapaniwala na naka com/nfront ako ng ganong
klasing tao. tama sila. pag tutuunan ko na lang ang family ko, friends & specialy my boyfriend.:)

3rd day [nothing's happened]

2009-04-23T18:41:00.000-07:00

naka txt ko na din sa wakas ang bestfriend ko. (bestfriend pa nga ba?)
akala ko ok na kami, he told me that he still love me
but i know that he's not a serious type of person.
di ko alam kung dapat kong paniwalaan yun.
di rin kame nag tagal magka txt last night, ginagamit 'daw' kc
ng pinsan niya yung cp niya. nilunok ko na lang pride ko,
tinawag ko siya but i i doesnt answred it.
i think, it is gud to stay away from him. mas nakakabuti un.
masasabi ko lang sknia, magaling siyang mambola.
forget my feelings to him. that's the better idea.

inerase ko na din ang contact # niya sa phonebook ko
pero kabisado ko naman # nia. :))
kakayanin ko na lang makalimut. sana makaya ko na HINDI siya replyan sa txt.
i cant imagined that i fell inlove to a guy, younger than me. :))
at nakaya niya kong bulahin, ako naman c tanga. . nagpabola. i hate myself!

i hope someday, he realize what he's done to me.:(

new day.

2009-04-22T17:30:00.000-07:00

my new day for nothing.
why nothing?
b`coz, my bestfriend nver
come back.:(
hope i can make this sadness.

i txted him last night then
he replyed.
iiwasan nia n dw tlga q kung cia
mismo makakacra skin.
masyado ciang advance, nsa knia
naman un kung craan nia q.

im inlove.:'(

2009-04-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

i hate myself.
im inlove with my besfriend but i need
to control it para walang masaktan.
ang sama ko kc inlove ako sknia at my boyfriend aq
at my girlfriend cia. nagkikita kame.
he told me that he love me too.
di ko alam kung maniniwala ako sknia kc alam kong
babaero cia at nung cnbi skin ng friend q n baka
kasiraan lang pag pinagpartuloy ko pa pakikipag
kaibigan ko sknia but this time, cnbi ko sknia and he txted me that
'lalayuan n tlga kita, ayoko malagay k s alanganin. aucu craan
k ng tao. Bsta lab kta, wag mo kalimutan un. o xa ingat k ha?
replyan mu,sbihin mo sbihin mu ako n lumayo'

tinixt nia un pra di aq masira. nakakainis. di ko alam kung
cno paniniwalaan ko. i try to txt him later. :'(

i miss him :'(

2009-04-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

i miss my dad.
nkakapanibagu na wala cia d2 s bhay.
walng maingay, walng tawa ng tawa. ang laki tlga
ng pag babago. kmusta n kaya cia s barko?
haizt. sna 2mwag c papa.:'(
super sad kme lahat.

kahit kinocomfort aq ni pat q.
ang hirap tlga. alam q mlalagpasan q 2.
di n q nsany. daddy's gal kc aq. kaya irap pra skin
wlang kakampi.:(

sna mgaan lang ung slot n binigay sknia.:)

its summer but still busy.

2009-04-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

my god. still busy.
hindi q n maikwento ang mga nangyari
skin this past few days.

last saturday, we went to cavite for celebrating
my grandma's birthday.
im so happy that time. minsan lang kc mgkita kita
kmi ng side ni papa.

kalungkot din kc bukas n alis ng papa q.
ma mimiss namin cia (syempre)
wla ng maingay s bhay. hahaha.
wla ng joker.:)
i love his banat!

gang ngaun di ko p alam ang ippick qng course
this coming sem.waaaaaah!

2 muna s ngayon ang aking mailalahad s inio.:)

love it!

2009-04-11T05:37:00.000-07:00

this is my adobe artwork.
one of my favorite picture.
if you want to see more of my creation,
just add my friendster account.
& drop some comment.:)

PARANG DI AKO.:)

BUSY?

2009-04-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

im so busY this time.
di ko n naaus ang mhal kong blogger.

while ago, we came from cavite
for my grandma's birthday
together with my dad's deSpidida.
he arriving on April.16 (lungkot n nman aq)

this coming Tuesday, i applying as a call center agent,
were my tita's working.im badly nervous,
i dont know what to do if im on there.
i cant speak english well just for a basic only.
mautal n nman aq pag dun n. sna mging successful
ang kkaLabsan ng interview q.:(
I HOPE. all of them, believe that i can make it.
i dont want to failed them to their expectation on me.:(
GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH.

bkit gni2 :(

2009-04-04T21:29:00.000-07:00

di mgnda ang mga nangyari
skin after the day we had our
swimming galore.

naging complicated ang relation namin
ni patrick pero s awa ng dyos,
naaus din naman.
iiwan n q ni pat at un ang pinoproblema
namin. lilipat n cla anytime s Q.C

dhil ung bahay nila s pleasant, s lola nia
at dun magsstay lola nia at cla. .
pinaplipat ng lola nia s qc.
speachless q. d q alam mangyayari
s buhay q kung malayo siya ng ganon.
iniiyak q n lang. wala naman aq magagawa.

goodluck n lang s relation namin.
mahal n mahal q patrick q. :'(

suaaammiiiiiiiiiiiiingg kamiii

2009-04-02T15:59:00.000-07:00

xuper xaya ng xwimming nmen khpun.
khit ngkaxagutn kme ng patek q khapun!
kaaxar xeh x. kuLng z gwa!
but aniweiz.. ang itim q n xubra! rain or zhine
kme. .dme puudz. hehehe!
ang Lupet. adik kme z zLide. .hahaha.
tpuz ngpa tutor kme mgxwim kaih bhez Lhara @ xkniang
kpatid ng bonggang bonga! hahaha.
irap tLg q m22. hahaha!

mga 6pm n kme nkauwi. @ pgkauwi nkaxavai q p
ang tita q z jip, Libre pmxahe! haha.
tpuz pgdting z vhai. after a hour. . knock-out n ang LoLa niu!
hahahahaha.

naun. .ang xaket ng armz q @ Leki Leki q.
phinga nLng mna.
L pq gna aucn ang bLogzpot q. hmmmm

wwwiieeeppiieeee :)

2009-04-01T15:37:00.000-07:00

diz the day.
the day of xwimming. (anuh dw?)
mga 8:30am q sunduin ng bhezfwen q.
gang naun, d p q nkakapag handa ng dadalhin q.
npaka cpag q tlagang bata. epo excited n q.
miz q n axawa q.

mAih xWimMinG uLet kAmi :)

2009-03-30T03:40:00.000-07:00

ang saya! maih swimming ulit kmi!
todong paitim n 2! hahaha.
on April.2 and its Thursday, maih swimming kami
with my bhesfriends (Luz & Lara)
together with my boyfriend's bandmates and
barkadas. maybe we are all past 10 will join to our
swimming galore :)

akala q d ako papayagan ni papa pag nagpaalam q.
Buti n lang nag paalam aq ng mabuti, pero ibang palusot
naman ang ginwa q. hihihi (BAD! XD)
goodluck samin! hihihi. cgurado magiging masaya kami
nun kc maih mga love teams. hihihi.
sana mkayanan ng dade q ang budget. Libre Lng nia xeh q.
kaiya n. hihihi. baka ano icpin ng mga makikitid ang isipn
samin. my god!

excited n q. sobra!
makakasama ko din mga bhez q.
sana dami kami foods that time. :)
kundi, pulubi kami.

bukas punta pa q ng school.
uusap kami ni mam.nel! hihihi.
ano kaya ung clearance namin? hmmmm?

hihihi. :)

2009-03-28T20:25:00.000-07:00

nag simba kami. syempre! its sunday!
ganda ng misa kanina. about "convertion"
. . galing ng priest mag misa w/ accent.
nice! dami n sapul s misa. hihihi

hehe. im still wating my patwek.
punta cia d2. hihi. im mizz him zo much.

grabe! sswimming cla s april 2 s grotto. huhuhu.
gus2 q sumama pero wla akong pera. wawa
aq naun. sana makdiskarte aq ng money.
buti p ang mga bhez q punta cla. huhu.

gagawa kmi halo-halo mea. saya!

naku!

2009-03-27T16:20:00.000-07:00

nakakainis 2ng araw n 2.
kc dumating nga c patrick.
Late again. before 12pm naging 1pm.
Lagi n lng cia gnon.
tapos nag pahiram ng VCD s video city,
kailangan pla nia mai-uwi. eerrrrrr.
d q n alam gagawin sknia.
Lagi q n lang cia inaaway.

di q n alam, dpat q p b ipag patuloy ung love q sknia o enough n.
npapasuko n q s attitude nia. wlang pag babago.
pag iniwan q cia, d aq mag ccc kc cia lang nagbibigay skit s ulo q.
bakit q nasasabi ang ganitong bagy. galit lang cguro aq.
goodluck n lang s pasensya q sknia.

sarap talga pag vacation

2009-03-27T13:33:00.000-07:00

sarap talga pag baksayon. walang
grades n iinitindihin. haha.
s May n lang pinaka hihintay q kc baksyon kmi
s province. makikita q n rin s wakas mga
pinsan q. (s awa ng dyos)

san keah sunod ng baksyon?
c mj smin mag baksyon, sna pumyag cia
mag baksyon kmi s maynila. :)

sWimMinG dAy.:)

2009-03-25T18:11:00.000-07:00

umalis kami khapon ng 8:00 in the morning.
khit di kmi kumpleto nagign msaya kmi.
isang jeep kmi. ang saya saya nmin mag pipinsn.:)
akla nmin s holcim kmi, kng san kmi dati nag
swimming. un pla s tabi nun. mas magnda p!
mas mlinaw ang tubig and mraming tao n tlgang
swimming day nung pmunta kmi dun.
kahit super hapon n, ptuloy ang pag punt ng tao.
lhat kmi nag enjoy mag pipinsn.
at nag bonding kmi ng todo!

khit di nag swimming c pat. di ko pa rin alam kung
nkakasama siya ng luob. npaka KJ nia.pero ok lng.
naging msya nman q kc nkasama cia.

pag uwi nmn nkasalubong kmi ng 5 boys n pauwi n.
at naki hitch smin. nligaw p kmi. puru twa lng kme s jeep.
naabutan p kmi ng npaka lkas ng ulan.
tpos pagkauwi 2luyan n kmi nag paulan, no choice
nag pabasa kmi.
nung tatawg kmi ng masasakyn ni pat,
nkita q p ang Ex-boyfriend q n c bryan.
grabe! kinbhan q ng nkita cia, muka ciang killer! hahaha.
tpos sumkay n c pat s jeep, pauwi. at aq bumlik lang s bhay ng tita q.
grabe! nakakaasar kc di p umaalis c bryan dun s pinag tatambyan nia.
khit keln tlaga muka n ciang tambay. muka namng di nag-aaral n!
hmmmp.! gusto q n lang kalimutn!

moring.:)

2009-03-24T11:21:00.000-07:00

grabe ang aga q mgixing. mya p aman kmi alis
mga 8am! excited aq maciado. hahaha
2log p rin ata ang patek q.
naku! kinakbhan q baka mag pa-imporntate
naman un! ng hilig p nmn ma late un!
dami dhilan p pag naglit aq sknia pag
na late cia. sana di cia ma late.

naun, mag luluto kmi ng cake.
pero di q alam kung ano flavor. hahaha.
potluck kc mga relatives namin s swimming. :)

kwento q n lang pag balik q ang mangayayari.^^

our last day :)

2009-03-24T05:22:00.000-07:00

today is our last day in humanities and
filipino adn also this is our last day of our semester.
we had our role playing in humanities. hahaha!
natpos din ang pag hihirap nmin (nag hirap nga b kme? haha.)
khit madalian @ di gaano nkapg practice dhil s
dame ng ginwa at tinapos, di i2 naging maaus pero nkakuha kme ng
95%.. pwede n rin!

s filipino.. aun ntapos n din ang thesis at my written exam
p kme pero di naman ganon khirap. sisiw! haha..yabang!
nag perfect kmi ng kagrupo q s thesis. khit ang iba ay di 2mulong,
aalis n din namn aq kea ok lang n cnabi q kay mam.ely n
nag2lungan kame.. bait q noh?! wink!
after nun, umuwi ang ng matiwasay :)

nanuod lang ng movie at dumating cla mama at alex galing
clinic, buti ok n ang kpatid q. trangakaso kc ii.

bukas, mgkikita kme ng patek q xe meron kming swimming
with my family.. saya saya! and i cant wait for tommorow :)

iM hEre!

2009-03-22T19:41:00.000-07:00

hehehe. .naun lang aq nkapg open!
super bc kc! bukas my pasok p kme!
last day n (I HOPE)
kapgud nung Outreach program nmin,,
pero ok lang atleast ntpos nmin ng maaus..
about s role play nmin s front office,,
nkakainis kc namn one of my groupmate
tpos cia p nmn un main character, tawa ng twa!
pero ok lang kc khit my group grades kmi
bumwi nmn s individual & i got 100!
hahahahahaha. . .
YABANG!

hmm. .
naun, sarap buhay @ di p q nagreready
pra s isang role playing nmin s humanities. .
wala p kong costume. tintmad p q! hahaha.
my sakit c alex, wawa aman kpatid q!

khapon mgksama kmi ng patek q!
ang saya saya!
ehehehehe. .
i love my yahbuh!

iM noT feeLinG weLL

2009-03-19T16:12:00.000-07:00

i dont like this situation :(
n over fatigue ata q. .
bukas n ang role playing namin
s frnt office tapos outreach program n
rin s NSTP. . sana maging successful.

nag awai p kami ng patek q kagabi.
kulit kc ii! sana idate nia ako mea. . hihi!

wala ako gaano masabi!

aun! wawa ang FS q.. nacra ang lahat!

kapgod. pero kailangan mtpos n.

2009-03-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

dami pang kailangan gawin.
bukas my make-up class s english. 9am-12pm
cmula monday, aga ng pasok nmin.
huhuhuhu. kawawa naman kami.
sakit n s ulo.
after ng 12pm bukas, we have our practice
for our play in front office.
my pasok p kmi next week. kainis talaga.
s saturday n ung play namin, sana mkapasa.

kainis! dami mali ni patrick s binook bind nia.
huhhuhuhu. problemado n naman ako. tpos
kailangan p mag develop ng pictures
pra maidikit s bulletine. dami arti. hahaha.

goodlcuk skin. sana d ako himatyin s mga 2. (O.A)

MGA GAGAWIN

2009-03-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

~~Actual cooking in Quantity~~

Finals in English

Finals in Filipino

~~Thesis in Filipino~~

~~Oral Defense in Filipino~~

Finals in Humanities

Role play in Humanities – Florante @ Laura

Role Play in Front Office – about Hotel rules

Outreach Program in N. S. T .P

xana mtapos n. .huhuhu. .

imbis mtpus n kc ung mga classmate ko ang hilig s next week!
nauso p! eerrrr.

akala ko itong week n matatapos ang lhat, may next week p!
huhuhuhuhuhuhu. . .

GOODLUCK skin.:(

thank you to my loving patek!

finals in quantity

2009-03-16T01:39:00.000-07:00

waah! grabe! kapagod tlaga mag luto
lalo n for lunch. kahit papano taas ng grades
namin. well, thanks to my loving father. :)
init ng ulo ni mam nel s kasabyang grupo namin,
katakot parang feeling ko kasama kami
kahit hindi naman. bait talaga ni mam. the best.
sadly nga lang kc lipat n ko next sem. :(
tumulung p kami s kabilang grupo. sarap ng pastry nila
kahit papano. kc may CHERRY, mukang ako lang
naka-ubos. hahahahaha.

nakakainis dahil kahit kailan wala kwenta ang
ka grupo q s filipino. umambag naman pero
ginwang hulugan! eerrr. ung isa q pang ka grupo
sama p ata ng luob, wala n nga ginwa.
pero di ko na lang pinatulan baka kc wala xang
s mood. ayokong m stress. hahaha.

c patrick ang nag a book bind. bait tlaga
ng mhal ko. huhuhu.
botdei n nia bukas, wala akong gift :(
pag mamahal ko n lang. hehe.

bhez botdei.

2009-03-14T19:11:00.000-07:00

grabe ang nangyari s birthday ng bhez q.
pero masaya. mga sweetness n nangyari.
naksama ko rin s wakas ang mahal ko.:)
hinatid kami ng van after the party. npaka saya
kc ang gulo namin sa van
(ang babawa lang tlaga kaligyahan q)

this day, may baptismal s aking cute n pamangkin.
mkikita ko nanaman ang mga mkukulit kong mga
pinsan. sana magkita kami ni patrick.

sAraP mAgbAsa.

2009-03-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

ang srap mag basa ng twilight kahit
pa ulit - ulit ko n nabasa. hahahaha.
may mabasa lang ako masaya na ko.
im still inlove with Edward Cullen. hehe.

mamaya, punta kami sa debut ng aking
mahal na bestfriend. sasama ang ang aking
patrick at mga ka banda. i miss patwek a lot!

girl next door. if onLy.

2009-03-12T07:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday i watched a movie, titles "girl next door".
may pagka romance. ganda. i love the
soundtrack of the movie. its so romantic.
yung soundtrack nun may pagka, iron and wine.
ung soundtrack sa twilight. :)

nkanuod ako ng movie, titled "if only".
actually, i already watched it but s super tagal na,
i cant remember na.
na touch ako. naiyak na naman ako.
kalungkot ng story. ako kc ung kind of girl pag nanunuod
ng movie lalo na pag love story, inaadapt ko un
sa sarili ko or in my life. im a appreciatetable person
that no one can have it. hihihi.

pinanuod ko kay patrick yung, if only.
i thought he will appreciate it like me but i was wrong.
nilait - lait lang nia. korny daw.
honestly, nasaktan ko pero ano magagawa ko.
iba ang trip nia.
well, kahit kaylan talga

bOreDom oR ztiLL bUzy? !

2009-03-11T16:05:00.000-07:00

nkakainis! di ko matapos ng maigi ang thesis ko, ang sisipag ng mga ka-grupo ko. Ang kelangan ko na lang gawin sa ngayon ay ang talaan ng nilalaman tapos bukas punta ko sa school para kunin ang money nila for the book bind. Sana matapos n nila. Pag dating ni patrick, cguro papatulong na lang ako sknya at ako n lang gagaw ng buod, recommendation & concLusion. Nakakaasar na kasi talaga mga ka-grupo ko.. eeerrrr!

i continusly reading the book of twilight even though i already read that. Lola kc mali ng ibinigay skin.. huhuhu.
miss ko ang daddy ko. nag bakasyon cia with my grandma, my auntie & her son sa probinsiya for some reasons. sayang! sana kasama ko, edi sana nkita ko cia ulit. (cnu keah un?!)

thesis!

2009-03-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

ang hirap talaga pag ikaw lang sa grupo ang
gumgwa ng thesis! hindi ko matapos-tapos
dahil mga kagrupo ko,di matapos-tapos ung
nakatoka sknila! haaay! sana matapos n nmin!

wala kami pasok knina s english! haayy!
tpos bukas wla pasok s NSTP @ Front Office,
pnuh n keah s finals nmin! tamad ng prof!

problemado talga ko s thesis namin! my god!
buti na lang lagi nasa tabi ko ang patek ko.

hOteL fAmiLiaRizAtioN (bAguiO ciTy)

2009-03-07T22:09:00.000-08:00

grabe hirap matulog sa bus actually wla kaming tulog karamihan smin. nakakaasar pa,may sumbay sa amin na hindi samin agad pinaalam, ang laki ng binyaran namin tpus ung mga occupied seats cla nandun,edi sana parents na lang cnama namin.
last Mar.6`09 and its friday, nkarating kami ng baguio at 5:00AM, di muna kami pinababa ng mga proffesor namin kc delikado daw sa mga taga maynila dun pag midnight kaya nagstay kami muna sa bus gang lumiwnag..
nung maliwnag na, dumiretso muna mga friends q(steff, criszel, cazey, renz, gienie) sa comfort room after nun, we took a pictorial tpus naglibut libutgang sa mpagod kami at umikot kami para maghanap ng makakain(pra kaming cra!kc panu kami makakhanp ng open na foodchain sa super aga)pagud na pagud kami tpus c steff natpilok pa pagkababa namin ng hagdan sa over-passed.. tiniis namin gutom namin, dinaan namin sa picture-picture sa burnham field kahit dun kami, patuloy pa rin kami naghanap ng makakain, wala pa rin.. kaya tiis nanaman! tpuz pumunta kami sa PMA, suer dami ng soldiers na pogi.. hehehe! pero di un pinunta ko.. picture-picture na naman gang sa mapunta kam isa tree house na napaka-taas, kakalula.. ginugulat pa ko! pabalik na kami tpus nakakain na rin kami sa wakas sa canteen ng PMA tpus pictorial ulit at nakasalubung kami ng mga soldiers papunta sa field nila to have their demo, nagpa-picture din kami wit them, may pogi pa kami nakita.. hahahaha! tpus nagkaruon pa ng tampuhan kila renz pero naging ok na rin tpos after PMA, dumaan kami sa Camp John Hay tpus nagstop sa napaka-ganda na hotel,nakalimutn ko ung name & that hotel was 6stars, akala namin dun kami tpus pumunta na kami sa Hotel to check in. first impression, its simple but ok lang :)

nung nasa hotel na kami, nagpahng kami for a while, grabe! na disapoint kami sa nakita namin, its just a two bedsand we're 4 in the 1 room, di tulad sa manila hotel kami, tag-isang bed kami.. patikim lang samin ung manila hotel!kainiz! tpus ung blanket sa kama namin ni steff, i mean ung blanket ni steff may hair fall tpos ung kay criszel my stains kaya tumwag kami agad sa housekeeping, ang bagal ng service. hinyaan na muna namin kc kylangan namin magready para sa tour inside the hotel and seminar at there hall. .at the hall, they showed to us the flarring. galing ng mga bartender, kahanga-hanga! meron pang isa dun mayabang, gwapo.hahaha! after nun, nagalit c Mam.Nel sakin kc akala niya ako yung nagsabi na "kc namana,nakakaasar", ang sinbi ko lang naman sa katabi ko "halika na". Naiinis siya kc karamihan na samin gusto na magpahinga. Kasagutan pa kami,pahiya naman siya. tapos after na nun pumunta na kami sa room at nagpahinga, tapos nagpalit kami ng pantulog at nagrequest ang ka room mates ko ng pillows, grabe!super gwapo ung housekeeper na nagservice samin tpos pinabalik balik nmin siya,gwapo kc. .hehehehe!after nun,nakatulog na ko agad habang iniicp q ung housekeeper. .ehehe(ang bad q).

@ 7AM passed na ko nagicing at magbbreakfast na kami at magreready na para mamili sa Mines View Park, namili kami ng peanut brittles, crickles cookies, key chains, nagpictorial sa malaking dog(St.Bernard) worth 20php per shots, nagsuot kami ng damit na igorot worth 10pesos per person :) tapos we came back to bus and go back to the hotel for lunch and ready for check-out. .before that, @ the buffet atation...i saw a guy whose looking at me, nahihiya tuloy ako kumain tapos nung kinuha ung food ko ng waitress. .i joked "naku ate?! di ako makakapag-asaw niyan" (she's smiled) and the guy ask the waitress,what that i say. Lagi kami nagkakasalubong. .kinikilig ako.(ang bad q tLg).

after an hour,pictorial na kami sa gim, with the hotel staffs. .kahit ganon ang hotel..nakakabitin!tpos pumunta na kami sa mga mgagandang view at ang huli sa Strawberry Farm! ang saya,namili kami ng onti ni steff..tapos uwi na. .nakauwi kami mga before 12:00AM..

nakaka miss din kahit papano :)

baguio tour. .

2009-03-04T21:56:00.000-08:00

im sicked! :( i got a bad flu. .
even though. . i need to be strong coz later on
we go to baguio city for our hotel familiarization.
onti lang baon ko kc baka hindi nanaman maglaw
tulad last sem, hindi ko tlaga nagalaw ang baon kong foods!
sayang lang pera. Sana makpag enjoy ako dun. .
ayoko dapat talaga sumama. . kaso sumama ka man o hindi,
magbabayd pa rin kaya i dont hav any choice!

sana makasama ko kila papa sa manila
to see my relatives, i miss them a lot!

ma mimiss ko ang paterk ko. .pero tiis tiis lang :)
its just a 2 days. . kaso parang sawa na cia skin
pero sana mali ako sa iniisip ko.

short time!

2009-03-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

ang saya ng araw na `to!
may program kapatid ko sa school nila,
they called it "balik tanaw", its anniversary
of their school where im graduated :)

my sister is ine of the main focus of all,
she's the princess in singkil dance. .
una anget sayaw nila pero pag dating nung
hapon ulit nag preform, gumanda..dumagdag
siya ng ibang steps to appeciate of the audience :)

kapago din kc maghapon aq dun tapos ackaso rin syempre :)
napawi pagod ko dahil nakita ko ang minamahal ko,
syempre c patek ko! kahit nagkakasama ko cia. . super
miss ko cia kc di ko na cia na hahug, kahit kiss.. huhuhu!
d2 na kc c papa, kea strict2 but ok lang basta loyal lang
patek ko skin. .SANA :)

connected forever? !

2009-03-01T23:51:00.000-08:00

ahehe. .
saya naman! may samrtbroadband
ulit kami. . matagal tagal din ako di nakapag open
buti na lang. . mukang marami akong maikkwento!
pero isa isa muna. .hehe!

dumating na ang aking butihing ama, ang saya ko!
sana matupad ang wish ko kay God :)

nag celebrate cla mama at kapatid ko ng kanilang
birthday na and2 c papa, saya nila :)

natuto na ko mag suot ng mini short. . hahaha!
(deep in side,hiya pa rin ako. . pakapalan na lang ng fece)

grabe!
ayoko na pumunta kial patrick :( ayoko na mag stay
sa house nila kc lagi na lang mabigat ang pakiramdam ko
pag dun ako! honestly, i have still bitterness feeling to his sister.
I really hate the attitude of his sister, kulang sa pag turo ng
values o talagang wala na pag asa?!
super junior plastik talaga yun! magaling lang kapag may kaylangan!

takot na rin ako sa papa nila pat, kind of attitude din kc
but i hope, I'm wrong what I thinking :)

kinikilig ako sa binabasa kong Princess Diaries Vol.2
hehehe. .i always read it :) nasa gitna ng part na ko.

lagi na lang kame aaway ng mahal kong c patrick,
kc naman siya pero may problem din sa part ko. . napaka taas
ng pridek ko! huhuhuhu. .
pero ok na kami and gumwa kami ng mga limits and rules :)

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, NO MATTER WHAT

halo-halo :)

2009-02-22T03:57:00.000-08:00

grabe! di ako maka blog, huhu! n dizconnect ang brodban, my kc. . nakalimutan mag bayad pero oks lng :)

darating n c dada bukas, im so excited! salubong again. . wieeh!

kainiz, i dont have any reviewer 4 my midterm on tuesday but its ok! kupyahan, ahahaha!

i miss n mag blog!

U.P Fair 02/14/09

2009-02-16T01:12:00.000-08:00

last saturday, pumunta kmi s U.P Fair
n ginanap s Sunken Garden:)
syempre kasama ko c patrick ko with
his bandmates, his parents, his brother & sister & his sister's boyfriend.
grabe ang haba ng pila s booth, then my mga
ilegal n nag bebenta ng tickets. May lumapit samin,
grabe! ntagalan kmai bago namin bilhin yun kc mahirap n
baka fake @ di kami makapasok!
no choice, binili rin namin un after 40 years!
c patrick super worried that time. .hahaha!
kc narinig namin n may mga n fake n ticket at di napapasok!
nung pipila na kmi, grabe! katakot takot n mahbang pila
ang naabutan namin, para bang abut gang philcoa pero mabilis namin
ung flow:) ung sa likod namin, n fake cla s ticket. .super worried cla!
my lumapit n guy partn nagbabantay,tinignan ung ticket ng kasama namin,
then umalis n cia n wala cnbi:) bawat street vendors n dadaanan namin s pag pila,
like the dirty ice cream, panay bili pa ko nun tpos nakatikim ako,
for the first time. .avocado ice cream! eeeewww. .
lasang dahon pero nasarapn din ako. .hihi!
super dami ng ice cream,sarap sarap!
nag chicharon pa kami. .hihi! habang kumakain, may nakusap
pa kong kababayn ko,ahihi! ang daldal ko nun!
nung malapit n kmi, sineparate ang girl s boy @ finally. .
nakapasok din!
there's a lot of bands that we didn't expected
that they'll preformed!
super astig ang Giniling Festival! kakahanga talaga. .
super serious ako manuod nun. .
super kain din ako. . bait bait ng asawa ko!
sana maulit ulit. . nabitin kc nagyaya n cla umuwi!
sabi nila almost 5:00 am n natpos:)
nakakamiss, sana maulit!
the best ung nangyari sakin, ay! samin pala ni patrick ko.

buti nLng

2009-02-16T00:37:00.000-08:00

tpuz n ang midterm nmen z ixang
major nmen:) & i`ve got a high gradez:)

nakakatmad 2ng araw n 2!
ulan ng ulan. . xarap ma2Lug ng ma2lug..
umuuLan nga. .ang init nman..

i miss my hubby so much!

2009-02-12T15:24:00.000-08:00

kahit super dami ng problems sa
mga kaylangan, andyan pa rin ang aking mahal
long c patrick para pasiyahin ako.
Like this coming Feb. 14, we celebrate the
valentine`s day in U.P Fair. .

pero bago ako mapapayag,
talaganf ayoko ko kc akala ko, kaming
dalawa lang at mga ka bandmates nia!
hindi pala:(
pero ok lang, mapag bigyan ko lang
c patrick sa gusto nia, magiging
unfair naman kc ako kung di ako sumama,
ako pinag bibigyan nia ko pero pag dating
na cia humihingi ng favor, di pa ko papayag.
Kung san cia masaya, dun na lang ko.
Kahit nahihiya ko na sumama talaga kc
treat nia lahat.

mahal n mahal ko patrick ko:)

i miss him!

2009-02-05T19:10:00.000-08:00

i love the way he look at me, the way he
smiled at me and when he holding my hand.

grabe! ang aga ng gixing ko khapon kc dumating
c ate lea for our practice pero di naman ntuloy,
di kc dumting yung mga ka grupo namin.

pumunta ko kila patrick, super na miss ko siya!
kahit ngayon miss ko siya ulit!
hehehehe. . talgang in love ko saknia kc di ko
nagsasawang makita cia. Naluto cia ng foods for me,
home made pizza (sarap!). gustong gusto nia talaga
ung nagluluto cia, kasama namin c kenneth (his bandm8)
foodtripping kami ng todo! sana maulit pa.
nag moving matathon pa kami! wow!
mahal na mahal ko cia!
haayyy. . .

i love you pat ko.

what will be the first? !

2009-02-04T16:43:00.000-08:00

yesterday. .(feb.04`09/wed.) for me, it so horrable day!
nakakaasar mga classmate ko at suguro wala talaga ko idepende ang
sarili ko sa kung cno dapat! ako lang makakatulong sa sarili ko!
pero bakit cla ganon, kapag my kaylangan cla..handa ko cla 2lungan pero
pag ako hingi ng 2long, laging hindi nila alam, ewan, @ busy cla.
Konting tiis na lang! aalis na talaga ko dyan @ sa next school year,
handa ko baguhin ang buhay ko..uLit!
super dami dapat gawin, lalo na sa front office.. sana magawa ko at grabe!
ang dami ko rin dapat reviewhin! gus2 ko na lang umiyak pero lalo lang
ako madadown! lakasan na lang cguro ng luob:( i hope i have it!
sana `ting araw na ito, masulusyonan ko lahat.
ayoko na lang alamin kung ano maaari nilang sabihin sakin,
basta ko, gagawin ko na lang ang mag papaunlad sakin!

2009-02-03T15:33:00.000-08:00

hayy! salamat, ntapos n din s pag review. .agad!
tindi ng brain (yabang!)
after ko mag review, syempre kaagapay ko lang itong
computer ko.hahaha.

dapat mag hehealing mass kami ni pat, nakakainis
kc di na naman natuloy! super asar ako sknia kagabi!
parang nag bago cia pero sana dhil lang cguro na di
maganda ang pakiramdam nia.
hirap talaga kapg nagkaka sakit cia o masama
ang pakiramdam, pati ako napikon! but i always put
in my mind is to be patient, no matter what,
wag lang talga antian na maubos un!
but still, i love him so much!
kahit mag away pa kami ng bonga-bonga..
malabo na magkahiwalay pa kami!haha...

gabi na ko nakauwi with him, his sister, his young brother
and his father... hinatid nila with there van...
takot kc c apt hatid ako na pag uwi na cia, cia lang mag isa!
matatakutin talga dade ko.
pagka-uwi ko, again! review..review..review!
hahahahaha...

gudluck to me for tom.:)

soo tired this day...but im appie

2009-02-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

haii...buti natapos ang super dupaa hirap reviewhin s
quantity, ntanggap ko n ang grade ko sa prelim,
95% lang naman ako(yabang!) tapos sa super hirap na quiz 99%
but this is not a final, my susunod pa! my god! sana mkayanan
pa ng utaks ko! kapgod! buti na lang wala kame pasok!
Ople Day... kung my pasok bukas, naku! dagdag hangardous..
we have report in filipino kaya umpisahan ko n bukas gawin ang visual
but first, tom. din, i will review my script for our
play in front office... sana makabisado ko kc napaka haba!
hindi naman ako ang main character! errrrrr........
ay! one of the important characters pala..kapagod!
kunting tiis na lang...

ang bait bait talaga ni mam marinel, mother of all students!
mukang wala ng babait pa...haayyy!(dreaming)

kahit super busy...happy pa rin ko,,why? !
because my loving boyfriend, went here while ago @ our house
eventhough, he so busy to his projects!
pero i'm not satisfied na magkasama kami kc
saglit lang, sana makasama ko siya s pag simba...
we planned about U.P Fair! i hope, makapunta kami!!
baka kc hindi ako payagan ng aking mother-earth...
:)

`super missing you my dear!

my goodness gracious!

2009-02-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

finally, tapos na rin ako sa pag review then bukas naman, bago pumasok
kaylangan na tapusin ang materials for that. Sana makapsa ko sa long quiz. .haayy!
Nakakalungkot din for tom. kc mag aadvance ng 1 hour and 30 minutes ang prof namin sa english,
nkakaasar imbis makauwi ng maaga, katakot pa naman umuwi ng gabi sa panahong `to!
On tuesday, we have report again in filipino, supaa dami nun. .buong lesson sa isang yunit!
On wenesday naman, my play! eerrrr. . sunod-sunod! sakit sa ulo, sana makayanan ko.

im appie. .! bati na kami ng mahal ko! taas kasi ng pride ko, kaasar! siya naman kc ii,
he failed me but I need to understand him kc minsan lang talaga siya naging busy ng
ganito, naiintindihan nia din naman ako ii kaya dapat talga maging fair ako. When we arguing,
I always deeply in love with him..honestly!

walang date na 29 itong Febuary. .huhuhu! pano kaya namin ii cecelebrate ng mahal ko
ang monthsary namin? gang ngayon napapaisip pa rin ako about dun, last year ko pa
iniisip tungkol dun, nakakatawa. .ang cool walng 29.. pwede kaya namin ii celebrate un in
Feb.28 and March.1,,hahahaha!
i miss him a lot!

Your Wonderful to my Life

2009-01-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

I am glad to have a guy like him. Now, i would say that Iam
lucky to have him in my life. .wLa n kng hahanpin p!
I'm thankful to Almighty God that he gift me a person that will
protect me from harm, guide me, taking care of me, support me
when I'm feeling blue, willing help me if I have a problems.

He's the only guy that help me to my studies, actually my life being
a students has change because of him. He showed me how the studies
and being a good student was. I admit that before(di ko pa cia nakikilala),
I don't care about my studies, to the people around me, I don't care
about the lessons that the teacher teched to us and something and
unresponsible student did. .I had it! But when I met him!
Honestly, dun nagkuruon ng saysay ang life ko and I became a serious
persons also to my studies. I will never let him go because he's the person
that gave me a light to my path and the third person(My Dad, My Mom, and Him)
that guide me in thegood path someday(I HOPE)

I wish that he stay with me FOREVER. .
I cannot explain if he leave me, he's my life and my world!

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
>>patrick`029